Abandon

 "Abandon yourself entirely to God. Recklessly abandon yourself to God as long as you breathe on this earth. Let loose. You are in good hands. You can be self-abandoned because you will never be God-abandoned . . . . Give way to God. Surrender. Allow him to wreck the beautiful self-image you have spent so much time creating. Let God dig into the most hidden corner of your heart where this self-obsession lurks. . . . Feel the alive pleasure of no longer clinging to your own so-called beauty, but hoping deeply in (and for) the beauty of Jesus." 

~ Winner Collier, Let God: the Transforming Wisdom of Fenelon, p. 5.