A Normal Day
Saul of Tarsus woke up--he
had his agenda set for today. His marching orders were in hand. Travel
preparations set. Long before dawn he was up, and roused his grumpy and
not-so-zealous traveling companions. "Come! Let's go! There is work to be
done, miles to be traveled!"
And then.... Light. Voice.
Ananias woke up. He drowsily
ate his figs, yogurt and honey. He looked out, another hot Damascus day. The
sun was already out in full force. He turned back to his little abode and set
himself for the day's normal business.
And then.... Vision.
"Ananias! Rise and go...."
Peter climbed up to the
roof. Staying at his friend's house, he escaped for a moment of prayer up on
the rooftop at the sixth hour/12 p.m. Never having been one for prayer, he was
now finding joy in it. Every day, he went up to pray. A joy-filled routine.
And then.... Sheet from
heaven.
Cornelius stretched his
legs. He needed a break from his work. A long, wearying day, filled with
political hassles. The ninth hour/3 p.m. Just a short break before resuming
work again. The heat bore down, shining of the white Cesarean buildings that
Herod had built. He stretched his achy muscles, called for a servant to bring a
cup of water.
And then....
"Cornelius!" Angel.
We wake up--and down our
coffee (I'm partial to tea). Go about business. Feed the kids. Drive to work.
Face a long day. Cope. Daily grind. Gratefully check things off the to-do list.
Try to push anxieties out of our minds. Relax. Enjoy a dinner or a peaceful
evening. Daily normals.
And then.... And sometimes,
the "and then's" don't seem to come. These events in Acts seem like
extraordinary events. And they were. But they happened in the normal. Paul
going about his own agenda. Ananias a normal disciple of this recent Nazarene.
Peter in a normal prayer time. Cornelius at 3 p.m. on a typical day. Our God is
the God who works on behalf of those who wait for him (Isa. 64:4). He is the
one propelling Acts; he is the one propelling our lives in the daily to-dos and
the job interviews, the crumbs and cruxes and catastrophes and choruses of joy.
The "sixth hour,"
"ninth hour," "the next day," "while"--words of
time. God's timing. The little hands on the clocks are part of his timing, his
weaving among the swaying of the stars and the stellar solar dance, down to the
beating of the heart, the delay, the change in plans, the normalness, the
waiting anticipation. God's timing. Here we see how precise--Cornelius' years
of prayers and faithfulness in seeking and seeking finally answered. Peter's
vision not a moment too soon or too late. Saul, who had to learn the deep need
for the grace of God, who perhaps wouldn't have been Paul if he hadn't seen
Stephen or seen the depths of his sin against the Body of Christ. While Saul was traveling, God was preparing Ananias. Divine appointment, set up while neither of them knew. Cornelius and Peter, another God-ordained divine appointment, set up and prepared while they were going about their own business. God's timing.
Whether we wait, yearn, grumble, cry out, rest--we serve the same God, the God
of perfect timing, the God who does not neglect, the God in whose plan no time
is wasted.If you feel stalled, feel bored, feel nothing, see no light at the end of the tunnel--God is still working!
From Saul and Ananias, and
then to Peter. Luke's pen drops Saul from sight again. Thus even Luke's
narration, introducing Saul and then leaving him, shows God is at work behind
the scenes, in the normal and every day. What happened to Saul? God was
working. We don't see. And many times things are clouded--we don't see. But God
was working in the unseen, in the unheard, in the untold. And when Luke's pen
tells of Saul again, he is Paul, set apart by the Spirit, embarking on
missionary journeys from a church whose eyes were beginning to be ready to see
the gospel go to the ends of the earth.
When we don't see, don't
hear, wait, yearn, cry out, grumble, complain, feel bored or restless, and
anticipatorily count down the days which can't go too fast until X, worry,
anxious, we look to the same God. We read of his perfect timing, his always
working, and his breaking into the normal. We remember. We see God. We cling.
We trust.
And then...
Our God will come. He will
come through.
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